You may not like her or to say you hated her, all she ever is was an immature little girl who does not believe in God and pail her place up with all the junk she bought with her parents’ money.  You may be receiving weird looks from her while you were holding a bible and read it to your boyfriend and hoping he would be a godly Christian as you. She might be giving you doubts about your faith while you’re holding your cross and pray all night. Or, she would be on your nerve while you were talking to your boyfriend crying about him going away with navy and hearing her singing “ just a dream” in the background. You knew what the song was about the girl’s boyfriend’s funeral, but you just don’t need that much pressure.

You get extremely annoyed when she questions Christianity, just because she is from a country that doesn’t believe in it. At that time, all you want to do is to run up to her, slap her on the mouth and telling her that god is everything, because that’s what you believe in. Or that might not be the only time you want to slap her, maybe the time she didn’t appreciate you did a hand full of silver wears for your lazy roommates and pull some kind of excuses like she had done plenty or your dirty dishes. You knew that was non-sense, you just left them there for a while because you enjoy doing dishes and wanted to do lots of those; the crazy girl just happened to did them before you could get to it.

Maybe what frustrates you the most was at night, around ten or eleven, you want to go to sleep because is more important than anything to talk to your boyfriend in the morning around six, but she does not want to turn the light off and insist on you wearing an eye mask. You know you hate eye masks because that would make you look like an old lady. Eventually she had to selfish enough to do her homework and ignore the fact that you have to get up early in the morning, so you put on the mask. You might be the saying something sarcastic so she would feel bad but you know that would make her turn the light off and does her homework in the living room.

You maybe want the world to be as mature and as hard working as you are, or maybe more responsible such as turning the light off at night while you want to sleep or maybe believe in god even. You maybe writing little lines from the bible and tape it allover the place to serve your god, or anything, just make that little girl grow up to become a mature adult like you.